chriscore

Dearest Mattyphew,
Everyday that rolls by, of knowing your mine, is what I believe a dream come true. Once upon a time, I was a boy, lost and confused. Then I met you. From day one, I felt complete, I felt whole, I felt that I’m no longer lost, that I didn’t need to keep searching… I found my answers. It was you.

The times we fought, I look back now and I realize, they were all my fault. All the tears and heart break, it was all my fault... Me and my selfishness.

There are days were I just want to give up and call it quits. But you’ve held my hand every step of the way and told me to keep my head held high, to keep smiling. It is you who gives me the strength to make it through the day.

I dream, I wish, I hope that one day, that I could hold you in my arms and tell you that I love you, face to face. I wish to snuggle in your arms, to fall asleep next to you, to shower with you and clean your hair and what not. I wish I could spoil you for real, just to remind you of the perfect boy that you are.

Baby, I know it’s only 5 months, but this feels like it’s been a whole life time. I love you so much, my dear Princess. Forever. 10/11/07 ♥